Chirag, 22, is a student and lives in Kanpur.
Lack of privacy
We have a small house – a two-bedroom government flat allotted to my father. My parents have a room while my sister and I share the other room. It’s hard for me to find privacy in my home, especially when all four members are staying indoors during the lockdown.
Due to this lack of privacy, I am unable to do many things – including masturbation to satisfy my urges. Every time I have the urge to masturbate, I go to the common toilet of the house, which is shared by everyone.
Every time I go in there, I find someone washing in the sink outside or walking towards the kitchen, just past the bathroom. This just kills my mood and I can’t let my imagination run wild, let alone watch porn with my earphones on.
Sneaking out to toilet
Earlier this wasn't a problem. My sister and father would return home late in the evening and I found plenty of time to masturbate when my mother napped in the afternoon.
I also had 2 days off every week from college. On those days off, I would follow my pleasure time table instead of the college one.
Anyways, I had to figure a way out of this trouble now that everybody is home all the time!
One afternoon, after lunch, I was watching a movie when I realised that everyone else was taking a nap. My parents were snoring in their room. It was 3 pm. I sneaked out of my bed and left my room without disturbing my sister. I went straight to the toilet with my mobile and the earphones.
But just when I was about to ejaculate, there was a knock on the door. It was my father asking me to come out because he had to use the toilet. I thought everyone was taking a nap and won't get up anytime soon but I was wrong! That very moment, I could not hold myself and ended up ejaculating. I quickly wrapped the earphones, stuffed them in my shorts’ back pocket along with the phone and walked out of the bathroom.
You could have flushed!
‘What took you so long?’ my father asked. I was speechless. My face turned red. He stepped inside the bathroom and there was a brief moment of silence. As he closed the door, he said, ‘At least you could have flushed!’
This was my ‘oops’ moment – father flushing son's semen. After washing my hands, I immediately ran to my room and slept cursing myself - how could I forget to flush!
To protect the identity, the person in the picture is a model and names have been changed.
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About the author: Arpit Chhikara loves to read, write, draw and take long walks while listening to podcasts. Besides writing on various themes related to SRHR, he also works in the alternative education domain. When not at home, you can find him living in lesser-known places in India. You can check him on Instagram.