Everyone is allowed to make and change their mind - about anything. You seem to be needing some breathing space - some change of scene - so take it. Remain good friends with the guy - as is LDR is very difficult to keep. lets hope he understands what you are going through and is equally Ok with it. Just reassure him - tell him you need a small self catch up - or on the other hand - go visit him in Mumbai - after you take your small ""off time"". May help smoothen things over. If you would like to join in on a further discussion on this topic, join our discussion board, "Just Ask” https://lovematters.in/en/forum