Mam'm main ek ladki se pyar karta hu, hamara shadi feb me honewala tha, us ladki ka pahle bahut se affairs the ye sab mujhe dhree dhree pata chala, phir v main shadi ko ready tha mujhe bepanah pyar karta tha or hu us se, main baar baar usko bolta tha samjhata tha jo v hain bata do ek baar me har tarah se samjha chuka par wo har baar mujhse jhooth bolti thi n kasm le leti thi, aisa 50baar ho chuka tha, har baar ro dho k ham fresh start le lete the, par next tym baato me jab wo fasti to pata chalta wo last tym jhooth boli, wo khud se accept kar leti thi jab fas jati thi tab, fasti thi coz kabhi pics, kabhi chat etc jo poorane uske mob me the us se.ek din jab sab clear ho gaya tha or hamara shadi ka din fix honewala tha us din he mujhe uska jhooth samjha aa gaya, jab main usko poocha tha to wo boli k kya main wo sab bhoolu nhi to mujhe gussa aaya or main bola k baad kasam k h aap apne honewala pati ka apne pyar ka kasan aise baar baar le lti ho isliye aaj ya to sab clear karo ya aaj main mummy ko bata dunga ye sab baate, wo phir mujhe ghumane lagi yaha waha k baate kar k tab main uski mummy ko bata diya sab call kar k par main shadi k liyr mana nhi kiya tha us din v bas bola tha samjha do nhi to shadi kar k v usko main pyar nhi karunga. Baad me wo sucide kar li, ab pata nhi kya hua usko q kiya usne aisa, wo apne ghar pr sucide k. Mujhe lagta hai wo gulity feel kar k kar li aisa ya usko uske family ne daanta hoga isliye par mujhe sure h wo guilt feel kar k aisa kar li or ab main deepression me aa gaya hu, mujhe bahut yaad aati h, mujhe jeena achha nhi lag rha ab uper se uski bahan ne mere uper case v kar diya h, plzzz Auntyji mujhe bataiye kya karu, Mujhe itna sab kuch ho jane k baad jeene ka koi ichha nhi ho rha