i m gay bottom but i can't tell this to anyone around me. i am fed up with this life, more over i think can my future relationship even exist with a girl? i am worried about my familly ,about how they can bear if they would know that i am gay bottom? i want to get married some day for the sake of my family but i don't know that would i make my married life live last forever or not ? what shall i do....please reply soon.