Hi maam, i am very depressed...as i was abused at age 5..by a cousin brother.... My question ....(though i am little awkward to ask) he had placed penis on opening of my vagina....it didnt penetrate..just a little pressure...so with this is my virginity lost?...is my hymen broken?...again my age was just 5 years and now i am 22.....please help. i am also worried about how to tell about this incident to my future partner....as we have to still see the abuser in family functions. My parents know about it....they protected me after that incident....but couldnt spread it as he(abuser) was my fathers sisters son.