We can't decide right and wrong for you. Having a feeling of love for your cousin is not uncommon, it does happen. But is it permissible is the point, is it not. My dear, this only you can answer. How will it be understood in your family, how will they accepted your relationship? and it is complicated this too you will accept, Is it not. Ok read this and clear up your head a bit https://lovematters.in/en/news/it-ok-marry-my-cousin If you would like to join in on a further discussion on this topic, join our discussion board, "Just Ask” https://lovematters.in/en/forum