I boozed with my teacher and I had more than 7 pegs,after that we had sex.He was my teacher,I used to respect him alot.but last night intentionally he made me drunk and when I got fully sloshed he started seducing me and than eventually we had sex.than next morning when I regained my senses and I tried to recall the memory of the previous night,I few memories only I recalled and I was ashamed of myself ,m guilty.then I thought it happened with my consent so I told sir that sir see whatever happened let's forget it and we will not repeat it further he agreed.Then at that afternoon I recalled few more memories of the previous night and I got to know that he made the use of alcohol just to have sex with me.and now m feeling like being raped.I am so damn ashamed of myself.I just can't concentrate on anything.I can't go to the police because my mom and dad they are very aged they won't be able to accept it.I can't sleep ,I can't eat,I became so depressed and so upset.I am feeling like committing suicide.