Hello aunty ji, Abhi was going through your page regarding sex with cousin, i want to confess and need suggestions. I'm 23 old guy and my first cousin she will 23 in 2 weeks. Things started when we were kids and used meet at nani's home diring summer vacation, we used sleep together, it started with touching, kissing feeling of private parts of each pther and so on, it happed for many years whenever we met. When we both were 18 she said lets stop it. We stopped but next year we started again but this time with more activities, not intercourse, we enjoyed that for a year (whenevr we met). Then again she said lets stop. We stopped. A year back she came to my room started kissing me and asked for safe intercourse. Me being desperate of sex started loving her in sexual way but didint had intercourse. Than in october i had unsafe intercourse on her request for while( been lucky nothing happend) and in november end again had safe intercourse, after that i said we have to stop this is wrong and never talked. The reason I stopped was because i think whenever i had intercourse with i get loss in work, both the time i had intercourse my work suffered, it felt like I'm being punished by god for this. Not only that i'm scared may be having sex with cousin may give me bad karma. But I'm very much desperate for sex. Everynight i try not to think of her, I somehow recall all our moments. She also lil desperate. But dont know what to do...plase aunty ji do reply..need ur help..or else this desperation may destroy me.