Right my dear, I hear you. So you see having a feeling of love for your cousin is not uncommon, it does happen. But is it permissible is the point, isit not. My dear, this only you can answer. How willit be understood in your family, how ill it be accepted by her… and it is complicated this too you will accept, Is it not. Ok read this and clear up your head a bit . http://lovematters.in/en/news/it-ok-marry-my-cousin