Arya, beta come on!! Ok you have a loving crush on chahchi but beta this is quite a big risk you know. I suggest you take a small break form chahci and stop these long talks and sharing etc. See Arya, its not easy for he ror you to be in a sexual and romantic relationship being in such a close relation- yes or no? do you really see this going far? But for a secretive sexual relationship, where do you think this could go? Be a little cool beta and think very carefully. I understand you both have become very close but beta, this is not a very smart thing to do. May you find good sense. all the best