Mam iam totally worried about having sex with my husband because when ever he comes next to me I'm sexually aroused but I cannot let him to go deep except for huggng and kissing.. I know it will pain a lot for me since its gonna be my first experience.. Becos of the pain iam not wiiling to go deep. What shall I do when shall go further. Thankgod luckily my husband never forces me on having it.. Its only my wish