HI ALL, I am a novice to this site. okay so coming to my query. It started with a small formal chat on a social networking site with my current gf (whom i am planning to get married soon). that formal chat turned into a bit close and gradually we developed a relation and expressed our feelings to one another. kuch dino tak chalta raha sab accha , but one day in between after a casual talk i asked her if she had any bf in past . she relied yes. further i have asked if it was physical or just chat.she told 4~5 times she do had physical with that guy. uska relationship 3 years tak chala us ladke k sath.maine pucha q apne khatam kiya she said uski family conservative thi n all. and they parted their ways. we both met each other had serious relationship too par kabhi kabhi lagta hai wo kisi aur k sath PHYSICAL thi to i can not accept that fact that she actually did. she is from Gwalior, m.p. i am from Nagpur, maharashtra. kya mai age continue karu qki baar baar uska past dimag khata hai ki isne kisi dusre k sath $Xx kiya..... meri isse pehle koi gf na thi lekin mai isse pyar bhi kafi karta hu. upar se iske mummy kafi pooja/daan dharam/duniyadari dekhne wali hai jabki meri family iski ulti hai i mean aaj k jamane ki. upar se iski behan se baat kiya JO BADI HAIN, to mera sirf ye kehna "ARE YAAR CHODO NA" ye kehna bura lag gaya..bolti bado se aise hi baat karte hain kya. yaar maine koi gaali na di fir bhi meko bolti teko tameez na hai. upar se iski mummy jo ye bolti hain ki ladka nagpur ka hai, DOOR ka hai, buddhist hain (wo vaishy samaj k hain). upar se iska past Sexual relation. KYA KARU MAI? Ajeeb kashmaksh me fasa hua hu.