Mai kolkata ka rahne wala hu meri ma ka Death bachpan me Ho gya tha tbb mai 1 saal ka tha phir mere Papa ne dusri sadi ki mai apne Dada dadi ke saat rhta tha achanak mere dadi ka Death ho gya aur dadi bhi gao chali gyi tbb mai 9 saal ka tha aur akela pdd gya apne room me akele rahta padta aur apne Papa mummi ke room me sirf khana khane ke jata the dhire dhire mai bada hua aur apne Papa ke shop me unki madad krne lga mai 12 pass kiya collage me admission uske 3 months baad meri ma se mera jhagara ho gya mai ghar chor ke gusse me ambala bhag gya wha 1 Year tkk Steel plant me kaam kiya phir kolkata aaya ek construction line me site incharge ka job pakra aur ek apna shop khola imitation ka akele rhne ke chalte mai apne aap ko bhut busy krr liya ghar me sbb kuch thik chalne lga mai apni ma se baat nhi krta tha unse meri banti nhi thi aise hi life chalne lagi fhir mere life me ek ladki aayi dipti Singh unse fb pe mulakat hui baat krte krte hmm ache dost bnn gye phir unhone apne bare me btaya ki unke life me ek ladka tha jisse wo bhut pyar krti thi wo unhe dhoka De diya wo dipress me aagyi thi 6 month na kisi se baat krna ye wo... Wo mujhe bhut achi lgti thi wo apna dukh btate btate rone lagi tbhi mai chup krane ke liye unhe kiss kr diya aur purpose bhi wo boli ki nhi hmm dost hi thik hai mai fhir apni life me ye galti dubara nhi krna cahti mai bola ki sabhi ladke ek jaise nhi hote fhir wo boli ki sbb whi hote hai bss apni hawas bujhane ke liye ye sabb pyar ka natak krte hai... Fhir maine unhe ek shair bola....meri mohabbat ki imnteha ko tmne samjha hi kha meri jaan tere badan se duppatta bhi sarakta he toh hmm apni nazre jhuka liya krte hai... Fhir wo boli ye sbb bakwas hai mai unhe biswas dilane ke liye apne parents ko razi kr liya aur unse baat kra di wo mann gyi hmari relation chalne lgi ek dum bindass unki thodi financial condition thik nhi thi mai hrr waqt unhe madat krta tha ye sbb mamlo Me aur unke pass paise hote hi wo louta deti thi mai unhe bahut cahta ta ki ek din achanak wo call Kim aur boliunke liye rista aaya ldke sabhi ko pasand hai to amit mujhe maaf kriye ga mai apne gardiun ko mna nhi kr skti ye wo ye mere liye ghutan ka waqt mano ek trah se mujhe lga sbb kuch khatm ho gym mai rone lga do din bit gye apni ma ko yaad krke rone lga 2 din se site pe bhi nhi gya ki ek din wo call ki aur boli ki wo rista nhi hoga ladka ka Nature shi nhi he i love you baba but abb aap tnsn mtt lena mai apne gardiun se apke bare me jaldi hi baat krungi phir hmm dono milne lge pyar aur badhta gya hmare ghar ke hrr sadasya se baat krti thi mai bhut khus the fhir ek mai use uske x boyfnd se baat krte hua pakd liya mai unhe samjhaya ki dipti ye sbb galat he wo sorry boli mai inn baato ko jyada dhyan nhi Diya hmara relation chalta rha 2 saal ho gye fhir bhi wo apne x bfnd se kbhi kbhj baat kr leti thi mujhe pta tha but mai unse ye sbb nhi bolta ki ek din achanak unke xbf ka call mujhe aaya baate hui ye wo jhagra hua gali galouz hui phone pe phir maine unko warning di ki ye sbb bnd krogi ki mai aapke life se chala jau wo rone lagi sorry bolne lagi mai unhe maaf kiya hmari life aur relation dono thik thak chalte rhe mere site ka kaam abb khatm ho gya tha mai apne business pe dhyan dene lga pair 2 Week se mai unko phone krta tha jbb bhi krta busy wo Kmm krti thi mai puchta kisse baat kr rhi hu mujhe unpe abb skk hone lga ek din mai raat OK 12 baje unhe call kiya busy lagbhag 1 ghante ho gye busy phir wo call ki mai bhut unhe bhut bura bhala kha gali De Di wo bura mann gyi mujhse baat krna bnd kr diya phir mai bhut roya unhe sorry bola manaya 1 Week baad wo mann gyi boli ki aap khi kaam pakroge apna ghar jaldi bnaoge ye wo mai bola mujhe 4 month time dijiye puja khatm hote hi meri jbb lgg jaigi wo mann gyi abb baat kmm hoti thi ek time him milne lge life Me sbb kuch aa gya fhir ek din mai unhe raat 2 bje tkk call kiya busy mai unhe msg kiya dipti abb mai kuch krr lunga phir mai sucide krne ki dhamki di phir bhi call busy tabhi 15 mint ke baad unka msg aaya ki ma masi se baat kr rhi thi mousa ji ka accident Ho gya hai aur tmare pass to din me waqt milta nhi he jbb phn krungi tmare pass custmr rhte he aur raat ko so jane ke baad call kroge bye gdd night subah utha too dekha unka dp pe koi soldiers ka status tha mai unhe chirane ke liye bola ki maidm kya baat he sainik ke baho me sone ka mnn he kya bhagwan aapki icha jald pura kare wo boli thnks phir mai apne dp pe ek pic lagaya ek ladki ka wo boli mast he hot aapke layek perfect hai phir mai unhe call kiya baat hui fhir wo boli amit aapko mere saat rahna he relation me rahiye mai aapse saadi nhi krungi mujhe achanak shocked ho gya rone lga phir call kiya wo boli aap khi kaam krte nhi ho ghar bhi bnwana he ye wo mai bola dipti next month mai job pakar lunga boli tmse kuch nhi hoga jo krna hai kro mai aapse sadi nhi krungi fair mai gusse me bola randi randi hi hoti he jao ma chudao ...aur phn kr diya mai rone laga tisre dinn mai apne dosto ke saat baitha tha ki unki yaad aayi aur mai rone laga phir mera dost use call kiya to wo boli ki wo gali deta hai mai uske saat kaise adjust krungi jiss kmre me wo sota hai usse double to mera bedroom hai mera dost call cut kr diya aur mujhe bola uske tujhe Lemar koi feelings nhi hai usse tu dur rah teri isime bhalai hai mujhse raha nhi gya mai use call kiya wo cut krdi fhir block krdi subah wo call ki 11 bje mai apne dost ko phn de diya bola bol amit nhi h aur unhe Block kr diya fhir bhi 2 din bite mai andar se kamjor mahsus hone laga durr jane ka drr satane laga mai fhir fb pe likha bhut mafi manga yeah wo wo subah seen ki aur Block krdi....aaj 5 din ho gya mujhe abbhi lagta hai wo call kregi msg kregi pagal sa ho gya hu mujhe ye samaj me nhi aa rha hai jis ladki ke saat maine imandari aur lagan se mohabbat ki aaj whi mera saat chor di nikamma kah kr jbki mai apne shop me 30000 monthly income has.... Pta nhi wo kis haal hai plss aa jao dipti mai wo sbb kuch krunga jo aap cahti Ho..... I love you.... Sona