It is indeed a sad situation, Sharif beta. You are not the only one who is attracted towards guys. There are thousands of other people who feel the same way. Unfortunately, society forces people to get married to the same sex, and they are forced to perform sexually. Prepare yourself to tell her, if you two haven’t had sex yet, maybe you should consider postponing intercourse and getting an annulment. If you are unable to be honest and need to perform, maybe you can do things, watch gay porn, fiction that can sexually stimulate you and you can fantasize about men when you need to maintain an erection. It’s important that you don’t stress about it during the ordeal otherwise it will be hard to remain hard. All the best, beta. If you would like to join in on a further discussion on this topic, join our discussion board, "Just Ask” https://lovematters.in/en/forum